what a good question!!!!! I am motivated by death mostly cause i am so curious about it. Sometimes I want to get hit or something just so I can know what it is like!!! I love my life more than ever now, which perhaps makes me more interested in death.
In work my motivation is work…i think of my life now„, workign towards something… a RECORD! haah and i think: I really don’t want anything else besides workign on this. I don’t even want it to come out and be heard cause then I have to deal with projections onto me from other people.
what motivates me?
well good, real. love and (sex!!!… I’m still young) also I am motivated by the notion that all will pass so I love everything being just gone, although it has severly hampered my love life (since you that is ).
but I see love as different. It is my birthday and I was sincerely thanking all my amazing friends for coming to kara’s house…. and I thought and said out loud that I wanted them and only them (maybe) to be at my death bed… or rather taht they were my family. and it is true… I still want to pop one out myself, but I don’t know how much I really believe in family as a standard for everlasting love…. everlasting genes maybe, but….
so that is a short answer to your sort of question that I am still trying to figure out if it is a joke or a dig in some way… if it is I am sorry … I took it for an earnest thing.