cacti akimbo: Archive

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My bio goes like this:

I’m bad with “what really happened” stuff. I don’t remember names very well. I like to think I am a based-dreamer. I love to smash fantasies cause I think ‘reality’ is more exciting. But I like dreams. Everything I do I do cause I feel like it. My name is Mozart’s Sister. I am a west coast hippy bitch.

This song is about alcohol. I love alcohol and then I hate it. I have had many fights because I or someone I was fighting was drunk. It is really interesting that we want to fight when our brain is shut down like that. But maybe alcohol wants to fight. I never want to fight when I’m on acid or mushrooms or mdma. So I think maybe alcohol is just a little shithead that should be put in the corner. Plus fucking when drunk sucks.

Apr 7, 2012

Apr 1, 2012

Mar 22, 2012

SINGING JOKES ABOUT TRUE LOVE

Mar 2, 2012

Feb 18, 2012

shit's weird all the time but especially at 4 am.

what a good question!!!!!
I am motivated by death mostly cause i am so curious about it. Sometimes I want to get hit or something just so I can know what it is like!!! I love my life more than ever now, which perhaps makes me more interested in death.

In work my motivation is work…i think of my life now„, workign towards something… a RECORD! haah and i think: I really don’t want anything else besides workign on this. I don’t even want it to come out and be heard cause then I have to deal with projections onto me from other people.

soooooooooo

what motivates me?

well good, real. love and (sex!!!… I’m still young) also I am motivated by the notion that all will pass so I love everything being just gone, although it has severly hampered my love life (since you that is ).

but I see love as different. It is my birthday and I was sincerely thanking all my amazing friends for coming to kara’s house…. and I thought and said out loud that I wanted them and only them (maybe) to be at my death bed… or rather taht they were my family. and it is true… I still want to pop one out myself, but I don’t know how much I really believe in family as a standard for everlasting love…. everlasting genes maybe, but….

so that is a short answer to your sort of question that I am still trying to figure out if it is a joke or a dig in some way… if it is I am sorry … I took it for an earnest thing.

ok abyebye!